Time…
June 18th, 2005 by blessed-manTime really flies so fast, isn’t it? I started this journey called college life just last May 23. Now, we are on our 5th week. A lot of things happened, a lot of new stuffs experienced, a lot of new paths taken, and a lot of trials fought.
Since the start of the school year, I was very eager to achieve only one goal - that is to be in the DL every term. But this goal seems to have slipped away a little. We had quizzes in ALGTRIG, FILIPI1, and INTRICT. My ALGTRIG quiz was a failure. My INTRICT quiz was also a failure (but because of the plus 10 we received from a game, it became a passing score). My FILIPI1 quiz was a sure hit 4.0, but not till we had our 5 item quiz just last week. I had a 2.5 over 5 grade, which, when you calculate, gives a failing grade.
Tuesday this week will be our 1st departamental exam in INTRICT. I am expecting a 110 item shading quiz (full of terms) and a super cold examination room. I started studying last Friday, because my Saturday was a gimik day. Today, I resumed m studying, and took the online practice exams. I really hope I’d be able to remember the 6 chapters I’ve read today.
Change topic.
I applied and auditioned for two cultural arts office organizations namely INNERSOUL (as a vocalist) and GREEN MEDIA GROUP (as a host). it was 2:30pm of June 13 that I auditioned for GMG and I think I did a great job naman coz natuwa sila sakin, so I was kinda confident na papasa ako, but still may doubts parin (coz minsan, when you think u gave it all, d pa pala). then my audition for innersoul was scheduled 6pm on the same day. so after my GMG audition, I went with ralph, marbie, pole and some others.. tapos un, we did anything just to kill time.. haha.. then 5:30 came so I went into the audition hall. i was feeling quite nervous at first but because of the director who came in so late, nawala na.. then ayun.. nagstart na ang auditions, and im #2. so ako na… pinakanta ako tapos after may tinanong "did u join chorale?" "no sir" "did u join pops orchestra?" "no sir" "why?" "because ive been in a choir since i was in grade 3 till 4th year hs, so this time, i want to try new things by singing as a solo." "what school did u come from?" "grace christian" "what did you do?" i smiled.
from that question, nagdoubt na ako coz parang negative question dba? although feel na feel ko ang ganda ng pagkakanta ko.. so ayun, they told me that they will text me para malaman if pasok ako sa 1st audition then balik ako 2nd audition that same week na friday. so dumating ang wednesday and thursday, walang nagetxt… nalungkot ako shempre coz i was expecting a little although alam ko few chances.
so friday na, but still wala parin. i texted a member, but she did not know if pasa ako. she just told me "if la nagtext, baka d ka nga pasok, sowi." so ako, cge ok lang, it’s GOd’s plan. but still
malungkot.
then from that time, i really prayed na sana makapsok ako as a host sa GMG. i remembered telling frances and stacey na pag d ako natanggap try ako ulit ng try hanggang mapagod sila sakin at finally tanggapin nila ako.. haha..
ayun, friday came and it was schduled for all the GMG applicants to get the confirmation letter. i was alone. i went to SPS and got my letter. i opned it with shaking hands.. then i saw "CONGRATULATIONS!" i paused for a while (dahil sa shock) and thanked GOd for it.
now i know na why d ako pinapasa sa innersoul. kasi since two orgs na un under cultural arts office, pagpumasa both i need to choose one.. so God made my life easier by not letting me pass the singing auds.. ang galing sonbra ni God. He really works in mysterious ways..